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i’ve been thinking a lot lately. about what’s next for me. about where to go. about whether to stay. and while no answers seem to come from myself or from any outside source. from time to time. options seem to fade from the scene.
so the things that seemed so obviously next only a month ago. are now fading in the rear view mirror. and it appears i’ll be in fargo for some time longer. about which i am fairly. unsettled. i guess indecision is one method of making a decision. eventually. i’ll just stay. not because this is the best. or because it is right. but because it just is. and nothing else will be.
but my friends are here. my family is close. my church remains.
soon i will have a place to rest my head. and perhaps someday. my shoulder will be the resting place for the head of someone else.
not today.
little highway lights they shine
i have not been feeling well for about a week now. there are days that i think i am coming out of it only to wake up the next morning still stuck. or with some new malady to greet me. it cannot be a lack of sleep. i have been getting plenty lately. and i am trying to drink more water and take good care of myself. i will come out of it soon.
thanksgiving cannot come soon enough. while it is the ushering in of my least favorite time of year. i love the thanksgiving holiday. it is more about family and time spent. rather than stuff and money spent. and this year. i will have my family. my son. for an extended period.
and a break from the grind.
